Qilicioous`♥

I'm so exhausted.

2010-10-09T19:26:00.002+08:00

Trials ended. That means I hve to work even harder for my SPM. Well, I think I did ok in my trials. Still have alot to improve. Ohhh yaaaa! I passed my addmaths! I FINALLY PASS MY ADDMATHS AFTER 2 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!! I know its kinda dumb la, but I'm so happy! Proud of myself. :DD

The god is fair , ithink. Once you gained something, you lose something. 2years 8 months and 25 days. We had been spending our time together. I thought we could continue our journey till eternity. Haha! I guess I'm too good in imagination. don't I? The moment you asked for it, I already knew, everything will not be the same as before. Almost 3years!!! Ahhh.... FML. I am still okay with me. I grew up, my thinking is not the same as last time anymore. Although I cried for days, but I'm going to be okay. I'm sure I will be ok. I MUST BE OK!

I shouldn't waste my time for doing nothing except crying all days and emo-ing. I still have my dreams to go! I'm going to fight real real REAL hard for it! I'm sure I can do it. All I need is just chances........................... I believe that all my effort will get satisfy outcome. I must. I don't care. I'm not going to reborn . I have only 1 chance for my life. I don't want to die with alot of regret. NEVER!

All I need is time to settle down myself..............

Trial exams!!!!!!!

2010-09-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog aight..

Maybe I don't even have readers also? LOL.

Well, I'm busying preparing for my SPM trials. Gosh! It kills!!!

IDK what I did study, my brain was like E-M-P-T-Y! ==

I'm soooooooooo fustrated during exam weeks.

I'm not good enough as others.But I want to win them.

I mean I MUST WIN OTHERS!!

They gave me alot of pressure.. ALOT!!

They are freaking crazy man!

Study E-V-E-R-Y -S-I-N-G-L-E-S-E-C-O-N-D!

ISHKKKKKK!!! ><

Btw, I'm also addicted to Facebook also lah.

My fault too for not getting good results. :'(

I have to pull my socks uppppppp high to get STRAIGHT A+ in my SPM.

So, NG ZHI QI!

Aja aja hwaittinggggggg! 0^^0

Kpop-ed! :D

2010-07-25T15:14:00.002+08:00

Imma KPOPHOLIC. What is a kpop? LOL. Korea pop songs. I'm soooooo in love with them since Beatrice, a friend of mine introduce me to watch korean drama series. I'm so addicted with them lah! At the previous post, I did say that I wanna be like them right? :) Hmmmm.. they are so young age like me 16 or 17 but they can perform whole world dy. I'm sooo jealous, errr.. or I should say envy with them. Kpop really rocks the world. Nowdays, almost everyone did listen to kpop right? A famous one, NOBODY-Wonder Girls. MAybe I'm just a small tiny fans among those other people, but I really do wanna be like them. Sometimes, what I need is support by friends and family, but.......... you know. Not even a single people view my blog. LOL . I'm talkng to myslef. But nevermind, is okay to me actually. I'm not that famous and pretty like others. I'm a straight foward person. Yes then yes, No then no. :) I don't really act that I like something. Oh yaa, maybe sometimes, but not always. Once in a blue moon.

Okay okay, I'm kinda emo -.- . Ignore me. LMAO.Back to the topic. KPOP! =D I've 2GB full of kpop in my handphone. I know kinda lame lah, just 2GB. LOL. Wait lahh, wait till I get my own laptop...Then everything will be different dy... What I wanna say is KPOP IS SUPERBLY NICE! Serious! Actually I wanna share some video but IDK wht i can't post it on my post. I'll fix things up then I share again okay? :)

Toooodles! <3

Impossible?

2010-07-07T17:38:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. Is that possible to achieve my dream? Seriously, I have no idea! LOL
I'll tell you what I dream for. But it's kinda ridiculous. Unrealistic. That's why it's called DREAM what. Duhh.. :p

Sooooo, I'm just a tiny mini nobody who have a huge superb large XXXXXXL dream. I wanna to be the 1st Malaysian who debut in Korea as a fully-potential artist. I wanna be an international superstar. I want to have my own girl group like SNSD, KARA, Wonder Girls etc..... It is very hard to do that. But , I'll do my very very best! I know some of you guys will think like :'' Haiya, wake up lah duhhh. Don't dream anymore. Impossible to do that de." Errr... this makes me to doubt about my thinking man.. Can I really do that?

I'm working on it now, I wanna apply for the audition at JYP Entertainment and I'll try SM Entertainment too. I know It is a small tiny chance to pass through all these audition, but I'll sure I wanna suceed. I'll put my fully effort and everything for it. I'm going to upload my audition video SOON as possible.. Before that, who can borrow me handy cameraaaa? T-T

I'll work hard for my dream.

Just today.

2010-06-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm... How do you guys spend your Sunday today? Mine was meaningful yet tiring. Or I should say, FLAG DAY! Well, *cheer* last flag day for me as I'm going to graduate. This is a goooooooooood thing for me. :P So, let's start the grandmother story. Flag day suppose to have 2 dyas, I mean they do have two days but I just went 1 day. This is because .... errrr... Girl's stuffs. Chilax lah.. I'm not dead yet, HALF DEAD. I can't feel my legs now, do I have legs? == I went with my team.. Team H, this team quite ok lah.. Some of them are cute, but some of them are EVIL. Seriously, they do what they like and I don't think they understand my language. Feel like cekik them sometime! Ishhhhh... Well, as years pass by, I went older, my stamina like............ more worst than an old lady. I just get to fill 3/4 of my donation tin. I think I did say :'' Can you donate please?" for more than 200times! You know, when they saw us,the St.Johns, they are like : I can't see you...woooooo. == Some of them even scold us! Ahhhhh, is okay lah, donation comes from true sincere heart. And guess what, those donation I get 70% is from Indians! They were sooooo nice you know, although some of them don't feel like wanna donate but they do go in and take coins for us. Unlike some Malays , : " Takda takda takda..pergi! " == But I still smile at them and says thank you. So kind right? LOL Chinese were ok lohhhhh...You know aunties right, they do complain alot . I mean REALLY ALOT! No offence har..:) But what to do? Service for mankind. I smile loh.:) I do change right? I usually show my TL face when someone nag or what. But now I didn't! :) Woooolala~

I partner up with Zhi Yun, a very very very childish girl. She is form 3 right now but yet she sings ABCD song for the whole day!! I was like ....................*open my mouth big, eyes drop out* Speechless ahhh..But she is soooooooooooo brave. She could ask anyone for donation. She even beg them == Hmmm.. she is a very nice girl lah. She did changed alot, she use to be a emo kind but now, hyperactive. LOL Izzit a great thing or a bad thing? ;P I climbed 3 blocks of flat that have 15 floors each. Now you know why I can't feel my legs.. But great experience lahh.. This world is sooo cruel. =) Everyone stare at us like we are aliens . Hahaha.. "D

One more thingyy, wooooo ex-members came back. They changed alot. 1st, their hair grow longer! LMAO* Some of them turns fat.; some are fit. There is just a small tiny difference in spelling but a huge one in size! ROFL! Well, he is still the same. He still love to nag, and the situation turns more worst. -.- He is soooooooo long gas(nags alot), and he turned short woh! Hahahahaha.. :D He is still nice lah actually. 0^^0 Chee xiang fit jor wohh..His thinking did grow more better. :) Hope everyone is enjoying their life. I wonder how will I change in the future and how would it be during gathering next time? Hmmmmm.....

Ahhh yea, last more thingy. OK LAH! I admit I'm lazy so I didn't go for Flag day on Saturday. Sorry lohhhh... :( Shhhhhhh...*

Death is easy.

Life is hard.

Appriciate every moment.

BRAND NEW DAY :)

2010-06-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

Woots, tommorow is a very BRAND NEW DAY for me. I'm going to put 100%effort+focus in my slimming program and studies. LOL I really do wanna slim lah. I'm sick of letting people teasing me and calling me PIG. I don't mean that pig is not a good thing, but instead of pig, some of them called me Sus scrofa or I should say WILD BOAR aka 山猪 aka babi hutan. I'm so sick of these names! Damn... I'm still a girl okay? I still have my own feeling.. Do you guys ever care about my feeling? NEVER. I know sometimes you guys are joking,but too over . I rather admit it myself before you guys start to insult me again. HAPPY? Whatthefuckyouguyswantiknowiamfatbutiwillslimdownandimeanit. FML gao gao!

I'm soooooooo emotional now. Forget it, I told myslef I will slim down and I really mean it. I want you guys to keep back and shut up. I'm not attractive, but I will be. I swear! Just wait and see. I don't try my best. I DO my best! I gonna work VERY VERY super duper very bery hard for my studies. I wanna get 1st in my class. I'm sick of letting others laughed at me, boo at me, looked down at me. I will PROVE IT TO ALL OF YOU WHO LOOK DOWN AT ME THAT YOU'RE WRONG!! :)

Well, time for bed! Brand new day is waiting for me. Toodles........"D

The 5 Sucess Principle

2010-06-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

Wooolala~ I'm here to update my blog again. :)
In the last post I shared with you guys about my FANTASTIC camp right? Now I'll share what I've learned from the camp. Still remember the last post I told you guys that I will tell you about the 5 principle to gain sucess?*if you can't remember just scroll down to read the previous post.;p* Now i'm going toooooo share! "D

The 5 Sucess Principle :

`Participate 100%
When you are doing anything, do participate 100%. Means that focus 100% and use your brain and heart when doing something. I believe that it will end up very perfect! :)

`When life keeps shaking, I must FOCUS ON MY OUTCOME.
Yeahh.. True. When you met some problem in your life, don't give up easily. Just remember to focus on your outcome,then you will gain sucess.

`Past ≠ Future
I believe that everyone had pass time right? If you were bad or lousy or something,it doesn't mean that your future will be lousy too. Just you have to work hard and do change your bad stuffs, I'm sure you'll be very proud of yourself.

`Choices have consequences.
Every choices have consequences. So guys, do think properly before you take action. Don't end up things with regrets.

`If I want things to change, I must change first.
You have to change to fit in the situation, not the situation change for you. We, I mean most of us love to blame other right? Keep complain,blame and giving excuses won't fix things up. Do change yourself if you want things to change. Just like respect other if you want them to respect you. Same thingyy. ")

Sooooo, how is it? Brilliant right?! I'm going to share more what I learn . :) Stay tuned! <3

I'm back! :D

2010-06-12T00:41:00.002+08:00

Hey, did you guys realise something? I've changed the layout of my blog. But I'm so sure that there is no more reader.*sob sob.T-T* Readers! Come back okay? I promise I'll update my blog often. I'll keep my promise. :)

Well, life were normal for these days. I'm still a nobody. LOL Till I went to I AM GIFTED camp by Adam Khoo Learning Technology Group. Wooolalala~I'm soooooo motivated now! ;P I learned alot of things there, how to be sucessful,speed reading, super memory etc etc... Everything was FANTASTIC! :D I met alot of new friends, but no hot guys. :( *joking* Everyone is hot okay? XD The most important thingyyy is I fixed up my relationship with my brother. Oh yeaaaa! No more argue dy! I wanna say thank you to everyone who attend IAG camp. You guys are great!! Guess what, I started to miss the camp already.. ALOT!!! T-T Nobody rush me to do stuffs, nobody set time to have our meal together, nobody do push up with me.. '' Everyoone, shit down! '' ''Shit-ted!'' Awww... I miss this voice leh. Basket. ;p But what to do, life goes on right?

I realise I'v wasted 17 life and I wanna change! :) Things ended up I got goals in my life! How awsome it is! I wanna share with you guys about my goals for this period :
`Straight A+ in SPM
`Slim down till 45KG
`Improve my english
`Get more closer woth my brother.

Isn't it great?! :D

I'm going to share The Principle to Sucess in the next post. Stay tune! ;)

pee ass : I missed all those korea shows! <3<3 Awww...

New post. AT LAST. :p

2010-03-28T18:32:00.001+08:00

2010-01-18T21:29:00.002+08:00

The God is so cruel!

Why should this happen to all the nice person?!

Why you grab them away from our side?!

It shouldn't be like this...

NO!!!

Rest in peace.

May angels bring you to heaven.

You will always be in our heart.

We miss you.

Take care...................

May the god bless them.

2010-01-17T20:50:00.002+08:00

I've got a news just now from Facebook and daily news. Some of the member from Chung Ling's High School Dragonboat who went missing after their boat capsized in strong waves off !

You can get more information here:

http://malaysiakini.com/news/122127

A teacher and a student body were found. Many people can't accept the tragic that happend so sudden, so do I. Jason Ch'ng, one of the victims of this accident. His body was found at the shore and unfortunately he passed away. Although I don't know this guy much, but I felt sorry for him. I saw Jason before in Anthony's tuition. And he was a cousin of a friend of mine. I'm so sorry to hear that.. He would have bright future full with colours and glory. Everything just end in an terrible incident..The Lord just took him away from us. I hope that Jason would rest in peace. We'll always remember you.

There are 4 more guys outside the sea , not found by the rescue team yet. I believe you guys will survive! We are waiting for you right here to come back. Please , do swim hard ! Still got hope unless we found their body.. Pray for them and may the god bless them! Guys, don't give up! !

To the God:

Dear God, please don't take them away.

They have bright future to go..

A long life to continue.

Please bless them and let them return safetly..

Please..

OSIM :D

2010-01-11T15:18:00.001+08:00

Oh Shit It's Monday!!

:)

2010-01-09T00:56:00.003+08:00

Whooaa!Last post of mine was like in 21 november I think.. LOL! BTW, takpa lahhh. Nobody read my blog also. T-T

Well, I'm finished my super dupie holiday. Quite meaningless actually, beside fb still fb.. Gained weight , as usual lahh. Everyday say wanna diet but till then no result one. Or maybe I meant to be fat for my life?! No idea . :D Errrrrr.. Not really very waste pun lahhh my holiday. Still went somewhere and did something. I spent my holidays arrrrr.. about 1 month KL, or should I say Kajang. Aunt's house there maaa. Kinda mouliu de lohh. Just spend my time with the computer : fb, KOREAN DRAMA* Boys Over Flowers*!!! Kim Hyun Joong; opps, SARANGHE <3!!

Liaooo.. I went to a very nice music camp too! It's very very fun although the joining camper is not much, I mean is few lehhh. 10 people saja. But still very bery nice! 1st time I can sing and record in studio! Yeaaa.. Those you guys always watch on tv one.. Mic big big, wear headphone, VERY YENG WANT!! :D Paisehh for acting like a crazy human.. 1st time mahh. ") And of course I learn alot of things at the camp and had great fun there. Miss that camp . T-T

Okay now, back to the reality! Forget the past and face the future! Nowdays is schooling days dyy.. Errrmmmm About my class lehhh, not really got comment about it. Really SPEECHLESS! == I have my only girlfriend*I'm not lessbian* in my class. I mean good friend lahh. Shin Yee! The only one.. Others = UNKNOWN. 12 girls saja in my class. Sei em sei fo?! Boys many dao.... =x Teacher pulak.. NOT BAD loh! I really mean not bad harrr.. Don't think so much ;). Maybe just starting gua, my class is soooooo silent. Even a needle drop on the floor also can hear. LMAO! Slowly slowly come lahhh. * Man man lai * (:

Hmmm... T.G.I Friday!! I mean Thanks God It's Friday = Homeowork day! YAYYYY!! == Those exercises flooded my room ar! No so HYPER also lahh. Just really many lohh.. Do till siao.. :( Dunno why hor, since this year, I start to do my homework dy. Maybe just starting of the year kut? LOL. Idk lahh. This year SPM dy, can't lazy liao. Abo that time really want to cry le..

Okay lahh! Till here.. OH YA! *chiang chiang chiang chiang*....

Leng zai mou?! My hubby ar! "D

Toodles! x)

Wooohooooo~

2009-11-21T14:04:00.002+08:00

Woooohoooooo. The blogger is BACK!

Sorry for not updating my blog such a looooooooooooooooooooooooonng time.

Well, exams over!

School's out! Holidays is here!

Let's PARTAYYYYYY!

Wooo.

2009-10-17T21:57:00.003+08:00

Whaooo.. Guess what.. I passed my undang!
45/50.
I really pia really study de. "D

Hmmm.. Friendship?
Nah... You guys still treat me different.
I wonder why ?!
Dissapointed. :(

To someone again ;

Change? Recycle? REALLY? No.

Believe in me? You NEVER did .

Why?...

LOL.

Feddup..

P/s: Sorry for typin such short post Don't feel like typin.

2009-10-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

1 year and 9 months.

Yet, we can't stop arguing.

Why?!

For someone.

2009-10-01T17:09:00.003+08:00

I am just talking to someone.

Okay, what I wanna say is Everyone has his/her own limits. So do you right? So, what's the point humiliate people so much? What do you feel when you get humiliate by others? Stop doing that. If you hate someone...Okay fine, If you hate me, just leave la. What's the point scolding people or spamming people's chatbox or what? Don't you think is so childish? IDK what trick are you playing on me. Don't try to humbug me. Just stop it. I know is fun fooling me around, but if you want to do so, find someone else. I know I don't have the right to control you or what. But the people you hurting is me. The mouth is yours; right. But the object is me! Be fair abit okay? I don't have the mood or what to play with you. Anything you hate or what just speak out.
And and and....

SPEAK OUT ≠ HUMILIATE.

SPEAK OUT ≠SCOLDING PEOPLE BITCH.

SPEAK OUT = SAY NICE AND CLEAR WITHOUT HARD FEELINGS.
Get it?

It is pointless to argue so much, this won't solve the problem, the problem just will get worst and worst. Anything you dislike just say out nicely, if you did so, surely I will accept. Not just me, others will accept it too.
The point is 硬硬来是解决不了问题的. So, stop doing those childish action. You ingat you masih kanak-kanak keh? Grow up le, thinking mature abit. I said le, anything face-to-face talk and make it CLEAR. Thank you.

And sorry if I did wrong to anyone before. :)

Sajaaaa. "D

2009-09-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

Wahahahaha~ This post is so meaningless.
Saja want post it out . xDD
In Coffee Island now. Bored == .

All of them were smoking and drinking beer.

BTW, I just saw my ''prince'' just now. Was like i said about him today suddenly I saw him pulak. "D He were still as nice as usual. :) I bet those of them who know me well will know who is that guy. CYL ♥!! Woots` Freaking high.

And summore summore summore.. Korea teddy bought his GF out AT LAST! Joey, She were sooooooo cute! =) I love her smile. Darn sweeeeeeeeeeettttt` ^^

Bii bii going back tomorrow. :(

Woooohhoooooooooo` Till here. "D

♥P/s: He is still f*cking hot` xD

Teeeheeee.♥

2009-09-25T02:15:00.011+08:00

"D Teeeheee`

Bii bii came back le! Darn happy . Wheeeeeeeeeee. ^^ Spend my whole holiday (almost) with my dear . My sweetheart♥ reached Penang at 1pm something. He brought some jelly mooncakes made by his mummy. It taste so good! Really very nice lohhh. His mum damn chio, any kind of cakes or jelly and more also know how to cook and make. :) At night I went out with dear for dinner. Had a great time with him! ♥ Dear grow fatter and fatter, not taller and taller wor. :( But at least my dear is having great life in Klang. As long as he is happy, so do I. =] I really miss you arr dear!

Well, I spend most of my time with him during holidays. We went for movies, shoppings, hang outs. Ohh yeaa! We had our 1st time at Subway.The burger was so-so. It will be better with alot of sauce! xD Had alot of great time with my dear. Errrr. One of the night we had a little bit misunderstood about each other. Actually I'm the one who misunderstood him. ;PP I was really very angry and jealous lorrrrr!! T-T I cry because I care, I angry because I care, I'm jealous Because you are mine! NO SHARING! NEVERRRRRRR. =X But at last , Dear still say sorry to me. I blamed him wrongly. Soooooory la dear. :D Don't forget our promise . ;)

It is hard to have long distance relationship. But I'm sure that we managed to pass this test. Don't we? :) These days I spend so much time with him, I realise that I fell deeper and deeper for him. He always say like this when I say I love you deeper and deeper to him : '' Cham liao lor..Gai le lor.. Kena tie diao le later . '' == Don't want tie you lorr. Who want tie you jek. Bin pui gao gao gao gao! xPP

He is still cute as usual; with his innocent silly face. xDD This is why I'm so addicted to him♥! LOL` He always laugh like kids when I talk bird things with him, he have a lots of ideas to make fun of me , he will act cute sometimes, he will do our POSE too! =D My life really turns meaningful and colourful with him. I can't imagine how will I be without him.. :(

I love you Lim Zeng Sheng! ♥

P/s: Photo will be upload SOON. [ Hp spoiled, bo huat. ]

Attention!

2009-09-18T15:26:00.003+08:00

Now I know what is friend stands for.
HELL SHIT!
Who you think you are?!
You don't even have the right to care so much about us!
When you know nothing about the truth then scold without using your brain, after know just say nicely.
Got use ma?! NO!
Shut up la!
Who the hack you are?!
If I really did, I will admit.
But I didn't!
Get blame for nothing?!
SHIT!
Even though I did, SO?!
Not your business!
Don't be such a kaypo.
Shut up and go drink your mum's milk la.
TaMaDe!

Yes, I'm telling everyone now.
SO?!
I have my freedom to say anything I want!

ATTENTION!

This is my blog!

I have the right to say anything I want.

Dislike?!

LEAVE LA!

Don't be such a childish!

Boooooooo.` Where got ghost?!

2009-09-17T23:22:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog so long..== AGAIN. I know. Sorry.
Life at school was like so boring. Nothing much happend in my life.
School holiday coming again! 1 week aaaarrr.. For Raya. I wonder does CNY have such a long holiday..? hmmm..
Well, I've no plan for my Raya holidays. Perhaps I will just stay at home a be a good girl ?! LOL. Kinda imposibble. Ohhh yeaaaa, he is coming back! Wheeeeeeeeeeee~ xD I wanna spend all my time with him. You are mine baby boy! :)

Last week , went movie with friends at Perangin Mall ; Where got Ghost?! I think many people know this movie. Is okay lor for me. The idea of the director was great, every story has it own lesson behind. It's quite funny too . "D The part I really get shocked was the red shirt ghost part. == The storyline is quite interesting la.

=P

Everyone had changed. I dont like the feeling.

Especially YOU.

Dayssssss.

2009-09-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

At last, I updated my blog . Sorry guys. Mum don't let me to online. Well, holidays ended. School started.. Boringgggggggg. == Everyone is so scare for their exams result. And I was like...so non of my pasal. This time exam really hard. I think I will fail many subjects. God! After holidays, I don't feel wanna go to school at all! Nothing much happend on me also la. Others were busying doing this and that , I'm the only one who lenggang nothing to do. I must start study le, too lazy la me. Help ahhhhhh weyyyy!! :(

Nowdays were the 7th month; Ghost month !
Freaaaaaaking hate and scare this month. I don't really believe in ghost actually. Until the day I met ........ EWWWWWWWW! The freakiest thing I've ever met in my life! I will neverever forget. It's really very bery super duper so geli.. I can't blame ''them'' also la, who call I kaypo?! I didn't kacau them they won't kacau me lor . I tell you guys, don't ever dak zui them ahhh! These things are not chio at all ! Don't try..NONONONONONO. ==

Things NEVER DO during ghost month ;

* Never go to haunted ghost house, I mean the real one.

* Never watch ghost movie. Not chi kek at all okay?!

* Never talk nonsence, they can hear you.

* Never wear black shirt, told by Mr.MK.

* Never face the cilling when sleeping, easily get pressed by them.

By ; zhiqi :)

I know I'm kinda aunty and lame. But I learnt my lesson , I really do. These things never happend when I'm in KL. Till I moved to Penang... Cus most people in here always got bai ang gong and they have so many traditions. Even now , I can hear sound from the '' ko dai'' down my house. I most hate the aunty sing alone then no people support they still so high .== They sing until 12am! 12 am ahhhhhhhhh. How I sleep?! They even sing Lady Gaga's song.. It was so.....@#$%^&* I feel wanna poke your face! =X

I faced alot of problems with him these days. Everythings seems so no okay. We argued non-stop. I don't know why! I felt tired.. Really feel like letting go but I can't! What should I do? *sigh*

For someone;

Don't so jiak pa bo shu zo.

I wonder scolding someone or fucking someone's blog is a trend?

Stop doing it .

I love peace. :)

Guess what I found ?!

2009-08-26T01:33:00.003+08:00

Best ambassador of Koko Krunch !

xDD

I found this photo from facebook. Seriously, he really looks like the koko krunch cute bear. This is the 1st time I saw him with such a serious photo. And yet, pity him . Photo get editted by his friend. But really la weyy, look so alike with the bear! *hahahahahahahahhaaa* I can't stop laughing when I saw this picture of him.

Outings.

2009-08-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

Today went out for Chiun Hang's birthday celebration at Redbox. It's fun ! Quite lot of people attend ; about 15 I think.

Chiun Hang *

Grace

Inn Ching

Michelle

Momo

Yit Ching

JSheng

Jack

JieKang

Woei Kang

Yaw Yu

Jun Hong

2 more unknowns.

Myself of course. :)

This is the 1st time I went out with them, not bad not bad.

I really love the singing part in redbox. It's hard to find someone who can play and sing well .

I did enjoy it so much! <33

I think you can get the photo in every blogger who attend this party. ==

Bo huat la , we didn't bring camera what.

:DD

They were like freaking high during the redbox session. Broke a jar and a glass. == We hide all those mess up using party caps that they bought. 1st time I went to redbox and broke so many things. What a mess! But nevermind, We did enjoyed very much . That's the point ! x) Right guys?

Then we went Sushi King for dinner. Don't know why i feel like vomit when I saw Sushi == . These days keep felt dizzy and wanna vomit . Sorry ya hang, left ealier when you guys were having dinner. Really beh tong la me. ><

Had a great day with you guys. :)

Last but not least ; Happy birthday buddy! ; ]

P/s: Stop calling me Qi mei . == Feels LAME!

2009-08-25T00:17:00.001+08:00

Who you think you are !

Treat me like this !

WHAT THE HELL !

Boring!

2009-08-20T13:15:00.002+08:00

At last I'm free! I got discharged and free from the stupid hospital!! And I'm not going in again..NEVER! And and and.. I'm NOT SUFFERING FROM H1N1 ! Just random fever, cough, flu and diarrhea. But surely not not not not h1n1 or maybe h3n2 ... NO NO NO! ==

Btw, Thanks for those who asking how I am,

I am fine : ) .

Thanks for your concern.

Although I get discharged, my doctor don't allow me to go to school. This mean that I'm not sitting for school test. Maybe is a good thing for me or maybe not. I don't meant to show off but stuck in hospital and stuckin home really very sien la weyy. I was like ...... ==

Well, I've start my holidays le. No plan for holidays.. BORED!

Real friend

2009-08-09T23:05:00.004+08:00

What is Real Friend means?

Does a real friend exist?

I wonder....

Coming soon.

2009-08-09T01:29:00.002+08:00

What's coming soon?

School holidays.
Movies.
Mega sales.
Birthdays.
Aniversery.
Farewell.

But the most important was SCHOOL EXAMS!

Ohhhhhhhhhh Shit!

When everyone was asking me this, : '' What you doing? Study hor? ''
I was like , :'' Errr.. No aa, Going for movie later.''

Everyone start to study , but what about me? I was like spending all those time in useless things, giving myself many excuse. I didn't even peep at my book! For god sake, I am dead! How can I run away from my lazyness?! Holy Shit... *sigh*

What should I do?

What should I do?
What should I do?

What should I do?

1st out going. x)

2009-08-01T23:06:00.008+08:00

Well, morning was the St.John's AGM. As I aspected, it was still same. Not really suprise about the list of new comitees . Kinda dissapointed ABIT la . But as I said, I already aspected for it and I don't even give a hope on it also. Duhhhhh. Btw, just forget about morning, I don't give a damn !

:P :P :P

Got a new friend today; Ong Siang , not really new as we did talk before on net long time ago..Then Matthew and Ong Siang fetch me home , wait me to change my clothes then off we go to Queens. :) Starting, me and Matt plan to study at Starbuck but since Ong Siang joined us, we went for a movie : Land of the lost. When we were buying the movie ticket, the Girl at the counter was stare at Matt. Plus plus plus, she showed her attracted face . It was like.........o.O hahahahhahahahahahahhaha* .

We went to Old Town for lunch, it was BADDDDDDD! Ewwwwwwww....><>

Then we went for movie . The show was funny , hillarious ,does'nt make sense at all and yet stupid. But quite nice also laa. Those sleestak looks like durians. SERIOUSLY! Cheeka was cute. Here's some photos . ;))

After movie, went to fetch Ong Siang's friend at libary . A pretty young lady . :) Then fetch him and the sweet girl back to his house . Me and Matt went for Mc Donald at Greenlane as he promised me to teach me Biology and Add maths. I belanja him mcd as a repay. See, so kind I am . *perasaan* Well, Ong Siang joined us back after he fetch his pretty friend home. Here's some picts:

" I want start to eat liao harrr.."

"Hmmmm.. Not bad lor.."

" OMG! Steamm laaa. "

" Errrr.." *thinking*

" What did the paper wrote? ''

* Doing Add Maths*

Os:" Like this la..Why you so stupid one?"

Matt: " Owww..Fine..''

Matt : " You're the stupid one! Is like this okayyy?"

Os : '' Ya meh ya mehhh.? Sorry lor ."

*Blurr*

* Smile :) *

We went home about 9 something I guess. Had a great day today. Thanks for teaching me add maths and Biology yeaa. 2 genius! x)

Monkey;

I hope you are doing okay.

Get well soon.

Last, vained at toilet. xDD

That's all for now. =]

What a day !

2009-07-19T03:02:00.002+08:00

Today went to St.John state inspection. The ceremony was way sooooo fast finish. I wonder why every year they took so long time but this year so short, somemore this year can get certificate . The ceremony was boring ; super duper very bery boring. Our school got 5 people faint , The sun was so-so , not hot . This is been the 4th year I attend state inspection, I never faint *perasaan* . My stamina good right?! :DD

Then after the ceremony, everyone went for milo ; F.O.C , how nice was that. But something that pissed me off happend. A girl XXX just make me so embarress. She shout like that == . What the ..?! Arghhhhhhhhh. Forget this part.
Then I went home have a long nap.

At night , Sky and Grace wanna fetch me to Bo ondori day, but they planned to go for movie after that, I don't wanna be light bulb. Ewwwww, how good if he stays beside me. :(( I rejected them , Sorry! But at last I went padang Polo to help Mr. Neoh celebrate birthday. It was just okayy lor. Kinda boring actually. We went gurney for the 2nd round, sit at there chit-chat. There was crowded , Maybe because of Japanese Bon ondori day. I go home about 2 am ++, tired! By the way, I saw an orange Skyliner-GTR printed sakura on it with japanese words . It was awsome! Very nice man, but the price also very nice. =DD

Kinda boring day , I better get in to bed now, still have to wake up and finish my homeworks later. I'll stop here. :P

July Babies!

2009-07-15T14:01:00.007+08:00

Whao whao whao. Many people having their birthday this month. I just post a few that I remember. I have a bad memory "Ekheeeemmmm."

Let's see who are these cuttiesss. :DD

16 July 1993.
RuoYun .♥
Someone turning to sixteen le! Dai gor lui jor. More take care yourself err.
I know her since I was in form 1. This is hyper super duper cute girl. Flower lerr. Mang siao siao. xDD
Enjoy your birthday wor! This year didnt do cake for you, sorry yea. Next time kiss back! =D

Opps...guess who is this?! LMAO*

I think he will kill me if he see this. Nevermind la, saja. xDD

16 July 1993.

Seck Wei ; Shaggy Wei .

This feller I know him this year. Super good in his academic. Always borrow me his homework to copy. ROFL* His enemy was the potato and the 70 again tiger. Anything la, May your dreams come true.

Weeeeeyyyyy , Big liao, don't act cute! =XX

Ohh yaaa, here is his real endao photo.
Still blurrrrr.

18 July 1991.

Mr.Neoh Kye Sheng.

A guy who help me and I've learn many thing on him.

Wish you luck in your future. All the best. :))

19 July 1993

Bernessa. ♥

Sweet and hot lady. xDD Happy sweet 16th birthday wor ! Although I didn't prepare anything for you, But I wish you happy birthday full of my sincere heart. =]] Stay pretty and hot ya.

Errrr. I think that all?!

Sorry if i didn't mention anyone of yours.x))

Happy Birthday!

P/s: For those who born in 1993, you can officially have sex now! xDD

Thanks.

2009-07-14T16:47:00.002+08:00

Thank you for those who talk to me and comfort me.

Thanks you guys.

Really a good friend.

Especially mr.Hang . Really a great buddy. Fannie! xD

I'm much more better now.
I wanna earn my money and study well so I can g0 back KL more often .
:))

We had a blog together. But it's private.

If you really wish to read,

you can ask permission from me .

Thank you!

I don't know.

2009-07-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

Computer spoiled.

Sorry for not updating, many things happen. He is leaving . Not coming back anymore. What my life will be ? I don't know.

We hugged ; We kissed ; We Cried. I can't stop my tears from dropping. What should I do? I am not tough as I looked like. I am just a ordinary girl, a girl who have feelings too. I tried to cheer everyone beside me, but who can cheer me up? Nobody perhaps. This is too big for me. I can't affort.

I am so confused. I don't know what to do, I know I can't stop him, but I really can't. The guy who accompany me for 1 year 5 month and 29 days. The guy who I can share all my feelings, the guy who comfort me everytime. I know crying can't cure anything, but beside crying, nothing else I can do. I missed you. SERIOUSLY.<33

Random :)

2009-06-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

Gahhh, nothing special actually. Just wanna keep my blog updateeeee. :)

School concert coming, I'm going GUA. With .... =D

Unfortunenatly, the school concert on Saturday crashed on St.John Flag day. == ''!@#$%^&'' Going to be busy . * Arghhhhhhhh* I'm not happy for my days. It turns out

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDD!

Bak, Tired la weyy.

Oh ya.., I've make up my mind. I choosed...

Acoustic Guitar! * lmao*

Teeeeheeeeee. :D

Hmmmmmm. Nothing much to say la.
So, I did update my bloggie. =]
That's all, Wait for the next post baaaaa. * Sorry for being LAME!*

1 more week and he is leaving ;

What should I do?

Idk. T__________________T

The right choise.

2009-06-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

I've been renewed my song playlist. It's very nice. Check this out. The songs that are included in my playlist are :

Fuck You ; Lily Allen

~ It is not rude, Very nice.

Thinking of You ; Katy Perry

~ I bet most of you all heard it before right? :)

Tears Drop on My Guitar ; Taylor Swift .

~ <33

LDN ; Lily Allen.

~Sweeeet ! :D

Smile ; Lily Allen.

~ Notice the lyrics, evil smileeee. xD

I 'm Seriously very berry falling in love with this 3 girls ! <3333

Just wanna share ; no offence. :)

Oh yea, should I choose acoustic guitar or classic guitar ?

Opinion PLEEEEEEEAAAASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

To someone.

2009-06-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

I hope you read this post. :)

Errrrrr.. okay, I did read your post. I read it over over and over again for many times. Sorry for showing the '' I DON'T CARE '' face to you when you try to talk to me. I do care actually. Just hmmmm.. I don't know what expression and reaction should I give you. I am seriously pissing off and sad about it. I know is your blog , I don't have the right to control you what to write and not to, But it really hurts la my dear. That day when you talk to me, I saw your expression, It is so hard to say everything out right?! I can accept your comment about me, but just please, in a nice way. I know your style, but sometimes, the way you talk is kinda over hurting. I don't mean to like revenge or something la, but just telling you my feelings. I am sorry for letting you dissapointed again and again. When you told me that you are the one who expected me to change, I am touched. Seriously. But I still didn't find the right way yet, Maybe a help of someone will do ?! I am not finding excuse for myself ; as you know, I act like this since years ago. I have been used to it. Sorry. What I can say is sorry. And please, wait. I will changed, i won't give a promise, but i will try my best to control my hyper attitude. It is still in progress. I know I told you millionss of timeeeessss that I wanna change, but I kept having the same lousy attitude. Just that I really don't know what to say le, Sorry.

For another friend of mine,

About the chicken box thing, I am really veryy berry sorry. I really didn't talk someting that I shouldn't tell. When I get your message that day, I knew that You are very very angry about it. Sorry, I don't meant to boom out all those things. Thanks for trusting me last time, is mean so much to me. I know maybe you won't trust me anymore, sorry for letting you dissapointed. I am so sorry. It is useless to say sorry ; I know. but beside sorry, I don't know what can I do le. Sorry !

Last but not least, One more friend.

How are you? Still remember last time I ask what happend to you ? You answer me nothing happed but I know you lied. I don't mean to force you to tell, but I just care about you .I think that we didn't talk for long time dy. Our distance were soooooooooo far away. What happend to us?! I miss those days when we stick together and gossip and share everything. Sometimes when I met you, I try to talk more with you. ; But, we were like...No topic to talk anymore. I knew that the problem came out because of me, my lousy attitude again. I really need your help. I really hope that I can talk to you. Still, sorry ! I seriously mean it. Sorry !

I am trying my best to fix things up;

I hope we were like last time ;

I hope you guys can accept the new me.

What I wanna say is still ;

Sorry !

Resutls.

2009-06-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

Exam results were out.

ZOMG ?! WTF ?!

Fail my Physics and Add Maths AGAIN!

Serriousssssllllyyyyy.

I hate the two subjects.

Arghhh..

Arghhhhhh..

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mess everything up ;

I will try my best to fix it.

Stop getting worse and worse.

Lmao ! Rofl ! LOL! xDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

I got this interesting video from Mr. Kiddo.[ cute one! xD ]
Gosh, You gonna watch this. DAMN funny!
I can't stop laughing at the last part there.
You guys will like ........ WTF?! xDD

Enjoy!

I'm Pregnant !

2009-06-05T03:00:00.000+08:00

Gosh! I'm pregnant.

4months ! *WTF?!*

Actually it is not la. x)

Holidays turns out to be damn bored!

I keep eat and eat and eattttt ;

Sleep and sleep and sleeppppp! *perasaan*

So, I'm FAT!

Time for diet!

Oh ya, Welcome to my new blog. x)

Enjoy!